Have exactly five more weeks to go, before I return to normal jessie in normal clothes and lifestyle again.

Yong Feng's girlfriend was really sweet. The surprise, the contacts, the helium tank, the food and even the place. I just love the balloons so much, for a girl's party it would be superb if they were in different shades of pink and silver. Ok no, my favourite colour is not pink, close friends should know right?

We finally shifted out of inconvenient jurong back to raffles place. Some of you think that I'm joking when I say we move around with huge ugly black briefcases, but certainly not as poised as the air stewardesses.

Hopefully I'd be at raffles till the end of the month before our next stint. Yay, skyscrapers and civilisation surround me at last. Call me a lunatic or what, but I do like the cbd. I like to see all the tall buildings with people engaging in businesses all the time and the mrt is right next to you. Some people avoid the place at all costs because of the lunch crowd and overly populated offices. And I like the fact that raffles place is right next to city hall, clarke quay and boat quay. Fullerton is just opposite my building and job opportunities SEEM to be booming. I hope I'm not the only freak liking cbd.

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY ELIZABETH THIA POH HWEE! Though it's unlikely you'd catch this, but I do hope you'll spare us some of your precious time to meet up. Wenhui's birthday is after yours but we even celebrated hers already. And I still remember you offered me my first corn sweet in sec 1 when I was sitting directly behind you. For the next few months a handful of us actually got into a corn sweet craze led by this pig :D

I'm currently in a very random mood. Been doing quite a bit of self searching for a couple of days only to realise, that there's nothing fantastic about myself. If you wanted to come and go in my life, I give you the permission to do so in a minute, not over a span of months or years ok? Because as plain and simple as I am, Jessie is a highly sentimental and wilful girl.

Today, I fought back all repungance I harboured within and extended grace to someone whom I would never have wanted to pardon in this lifetime. A first step you may say, but to me that really seemed like the last dumb thing I'm ever doing. I'm still learning to live in grace and live by grace.

Talking like on and off to God too. As much as I want to take His words seriously, God, I badly need more courage :(